Yesterday marked the end of O Levels.

Mun Yee's having holidays.

Joey's having holidays.

Isaac was having his holidays long ago.

So they're gonna hit the clubs every week.

& I'm the only one with school. & work.

OMFG FML.

Fuck this shit.

Last week, Bernice said I had a tummy.

Today, Rick said I had fat legs.

Today, Bernice said I have a huge ass.

Today, Joanna said my ass is no longer hot.

I look so fat & hideous.

I'm not going to eat & spam sit-ups.

Learn some Yoga from Youtube.

Turn anorexic.

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I've been having frequent pains in the lower left side of my abdomen lately so I googled it & found out it could either be kidney problems, cancer or pregnancy. & I'm absolutely sure it's not the last cause.

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First thing in school today - skip first lecture.

We never listened in lectures so yesterday we pissed the lecturer off & she told us that she didn't want us to be wasting our time there. & she added that if we really didn't wanna pay attention she would allow us to leave the lecture hall with our attendance marked. MARK HER WORDS. She didn't allow for our attendance to be taken today. Stupid.

So anyway had class photo-taking & then headed Ikea @ Queensway 'cos Jo wanted to have meatballsxz. I wasn't intending to eat but my sweetie pies still got some food for me despite calling me fat. Or vertically-challenged. Or horizontally-challenged. Or stumpy stouty whatever.

& I will not wear bodycon clothing with gray leggings anymore. Gray leggings make me look fat.

Then had fun playing with the furniture & decors. I invited my classmates over to 'my place' for a Christmas dinner but a customer started staring at us & the rest were too embarrassed to 'eat' the 'turkey' I prepared for them so they left me sitting alone on 'my' dining table. Aye, sad.

& there was still the refrigerator that I thought the door was stuck so I tried to open it with all my might & I looked hell ridiculous b'cos I later realised that I was pulling the wrong side of the door. Then Jo & Rick spent the next 5 minutes argueing about which side the refrigerator door should have opened b'cos it should have been standardised universally.

& I saw many parents bringing their children over to the Children's Furniture to choose their own furniture. Got me green with envy b'cos my parents never did that - they just got the furniture & placed it in the room & then it became 'My Room'. But then that's not my style b'cos that's your style not my style!

Headed back to school, late.

I got 80 marks for that bullshit crap thing which I designed for Ideas, lol.

My Stats lecturer is so gay he's pissing me off. I normally like gays but he's like half-gay & half-not-so-gay & that annoys me.

Then trained back home.

Okay gotta chiong sit-ups now kthanxbye.

I am broke.

I will not eat in school for the rest of this week.

I will do at least 50 sit-ups everyday until my tummy goes away.

First day of work was pretty much alright, spent the night out @ Diky's, just got home.

I feel so screwed.

Was packing up some school stuffs just now & I realised I've been happily skipping lessons, sleeping through them & not doing any assignments. My lecture notes are empty, so are my tutorial worksheets.

& you know sometimes you just feel so crap tired from a whole day out & when you get home all you need is some peace & quiet; & yet you hear your parents nagging at you about this & that......all those insignificant & miscellaneous stuff that they never feel tired of repeating every single day.

& I feel like just screaming in their face OH SHUT THE FUCK UP SO WHAT IF YOU'RE MY PARENTS.

Home doesn't feel like home.

Parents don't feel like parents.

I don't feel like listening to or speaking to anyone at home & gradually it just turned into a place for me to eat, sleep, wash up & nothing else.

I wish my brother was here.

Status: On Rick's lappy.

Crap I think I can only get my lapt back on Sunday, & I'm surviving only thanks to Wi-Fi on my mobile; & Ever occasionally coming over to my place with his laptop. Hee.

Life has been pretty much the same; except that I lost my phone; & then found it back again; & then now Mom passed her old phone down to me.

Visited Boy yesterday with his friends, felt sweet.

& I found a job too, commencing this coming Saturday. Woots ~

School sucks, it's taking my life away - every Friday I'd be like oh THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY; but no more TGIF now 'cos I gotta commence work already. Saturdays are still good, but Sunday nights are spent miserably thinking about school the next morning. Then I'll look forward to Wednesdays' early dismissal (but I got work already)............................ & then & then, this is life, so I should just shut the fuck up & deal with it.

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Miracle - Fujitsu called me just before school ended & told me my Baby was ready for collection. I was so elated I started screaming. Ha!

It's Friday night & I'm home but since I got home I've been glued onto my lapt till now. Heh. It's been reformatted so there's lotsa crap that I gotta re-download. I lost all my photos, & I probably gotta redo some school work. Ugh.

Anyway, here're some photos taken last week during Halloween:

Work commences tomorrow - there goes my favourite Saturday hangouts. Pretty excited though - hope I pick up quick enough so I won't get fucked by annoying customers. Heh.

Crap tired.